Hi everyone. I am a very happily married SM. My husband and I just celebrated our first anniversary and recently bought our first home together. My husband has been divorced for five years. He has two sons, that are now 15 and 17. I have been in their lives from the time I met my husband, which is over two years ago.
BM has PC of my SSs. We have them every other weekend, and for a good part of the summer and holidays. They live 3 hours away, so they take the train to us every other weekend. Sometimes, we go there to attend something with them.
I have never had contact with BM. My DH deals with her. It was a very acrimonious divorce. DH believes his sons haven't been affected by the divorce. He asks them about it and they agree with that assessment. I think that they are all in denial about that fact. I guess it could be true, but I have a hard time believing it.
That being said, my two SSs are very polite and kind young men. They are healthy and do well in school. They enjoy time with their Dad. We do lots of fun things when they visit and they feel welcome.
DH and I are professionals. I never had children (my first husband died of a heart attack and I only remarried recently...in my early 40s) I honestly never really wanted them, I am very career minded. I welcomed the chance to have these two young men in my life. We are very happily married and my SSs have told me that they are glad their Dad is happy again.
BM is lazy and messy. I am not trying to be unkind, but I know its true. I have seen all the evidence. My house rule is that we eat at the dinner table as a family. These boys cleary havent done that. They didnt even know how. They shoveled food in their mouth like animals. It is much improved. They have learned to live in our lovely home with manners.....it is civilized. Not stuffy or uptight, but clean, and having expectations of each person in the home.
Just some examples of how they live with BM:
- If she doesnt hear them getting ready for school, she calls them on her cell phone FROM HER BED to get them up;
- She doesnt pack their lunch,
- They dont remember anyone ever cleaning the bathroom,or the last time their sheets were changed.
- She fosters dogs (too many at a time) and lets them live freely in the house (one boy told me "there is poop and pee everywhere all the time and it smells)
- They dont have any dress clothes whatsoever. We have nice clothes for them at our place so we can go to plays and concerts
- She hasnt dated anyone that we know of since the divorce
- She lives off the Child Support my DH pays for both boys. She is "voluntarily underemployed", has no health insurance, and her rent just went up more than half. I have NO IDEA what they are going to do when my older SS turns 18, which is in 7 months!!!
I have never said anything negative about BM to the boys. They refer to her "as normal" around me. I am careful so that doesnt change. DH cant stand her and deals with her only as needed, which is less and less since each boy has a phone and we can coordinate with them independently.
Lots of issues that I will chime in about over time, but here is my pressing issue:
We have been working as much as we can with the 17 year old to get him into college. He says he wants to go. DH and I practically had to do everything to get his application in. We sent him to Kaplan SAT prep. He took the test (did average). He is an average student. He is just about the least motivated teen I have ever seen. Some facts:
-- Failed the learners permit test three times, doesnt want to drive;
-- Never had a GF not expresses ANY interest in girls;
-- If left to his own devices, plays video games most of the time;
-- Doesnt show ANY interest in his future or what he wants to be, no sense of ideas or dreams;
-- Has never participated in a sport in HS. Doesnt do anything physical unless basically forced
--Handsome and tall, but literally doesnt want to interact outside of us unless forced
--His favorite class in HS was cooking
He recently found out he didnt get in the VA state school he applied to. I see no effort to keep applying. He just doesnt seem to care. I keep reminding him that he is graduating soon. He says BM doesnt talk to him about college either. DH seems to think "it will all work out", but I see a complete loafer, living off child support, doing nothing to "launch". What do they think is going to happen?
He graduates in June. Child Support for him stops in July. What the heck to they think he is going to do? He had a job at Subway that he liked. Do he and BM think that Subway is a good future for him? He mentioned community college, which is better than nothing I guess. But he needs to go full time to stay on DH's health coverage. When I mention health coverage to him his eyes glaze over. Like he's not even listening.
Ok, so as a rather new SM, I am totally frustrated. It is like watching a train wreck in slow motion watching this guy! I know I annoy him when I ask questions like "have you thought about xyz, etc"
I guess you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink.
Should I just detach myself and not care?
Thanks for any feedback!!
imamommy
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