I've been respectful. He puts me down all the time and I rarely say anything back. I honestly don't see him influncing me for the better at all. I'm used to being insulted and teased at school, it's just harder at home, you know?

I've tried being nice and he just accuses me of trying to suck up. Before school let out I talked to my guidence counciler and he said to find out what he likes to do and do that. He likes football and fishing. I tried playing football with him and my step-brother but I suck at it and he just called me p**** and f***** and sh** whenever I'd screw up. I tried watching it with him, but I don't like it and he just ignored me anyway. When I asked if I could go fishing with him, he just glared at me and didn't answer.

My mom is great. My steps like her too. She's NOT a pushover. She spends way more time wiht all 3 of us than he does. She's always bugging to get him to spend more time with us. She's been yelling all the things that I basically think so I'm pretty sure she knows. You know, when I think about what all he's been calling her, I'm not sure I want his influnce!

It's 12:30 and they've only just stopped fighting. I've been laying here crying and there's a jock on the bunk below me who once would have never let me live it down but is now one of my best friends but whos father would call me a p**** if he knew, and HE'D never let me live it down. Weird huh?

(appearntly this messageboard won't let you post with swears)

Have you told your mother that you would like counseling so that you can better handle the pain that you are feeling?

My stepfather thinks that Im the anti-christ or something. I cant do anything right! I get yelled at for everything. Things that he ignores with them.

Basically, he's got a double standard going and you resent it. I totally understand it. And he's not doing his biological kids any good either. Didn't he meet you before he married your mom? Did he have a fantasy where he shows up and suddenly you turn into Cathy Cheerleader because he's such a great step-dad?

My step-sister says that he feels guilty about devorcing their mom, so he lets them get away with murder.

Do you have an older relative - an aunt or uncle - who could act as mediator for a discussion. Or ask your mom to get the WHOLE family into counseling so they can get back to being happy.

A counselor can ask the tough questions like "what can she do that will make you happy ... short of dropping dead, that is."

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he just called me p**** and f***** and sh** whenever I'd screw up

If he EVER does this again, you are entitled to walk straight over to him and ask him, very calmly, "Does your brain know what your mouth just said? If you want me to attempt to share your interests, cussing me out and insulting me when I try is certainly not the way to encourage me!" Then turn around and walk off.

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Just my guess ... he sees a girl with wierd-colored hair and a few studs hanging out of her body and has no clue how to treat her. There's a lot of media hype out there about the "misfits" and anybody with blue hair is a drugger and a sl*t. And your good grades are a slap in the face to his belief system ... You've gotta be doing SOMETHING wrong!

My opinion is that if you can't scare your parents with your hair and make-up, you need a new beautician! Hair grows out, and as long as you don't catch your nose-ring in a gym towel and end up with a ripped-open nostril ... piercings can cloe up of you decide you don't like them. Just don't pierce anything you need to use now or later (tongue, nipples and genitals are BAD things to lose ot infecitons or accidents).

Hopeless...Your experience as a step kid are very valuable on this forum, and I want to encourage you participate on this forum regularly, because I think your view as a step kid is very important, and I am hoping that your words will help others on this forum to perhaps question their own behavior, and whether they are being fair to the step kids in their life.

In reference to what the previous poster suggested you say to your step dad, there is no doubt that if you talked to your step dad that way, he would certainly view your remarks as disrespectful--even if you calmly said those things. Just because something is true, doesn't mean you have to say it. If you and your step dad had the kind of relationship that you could talk honestly to him it would be different. Your goal is to have a good relationship with your step dad, not aggrevate an already bad relationship. No doubt your mother has already said those things to him and it did no good.

Consider this: When you like someone, you will think about the things you like about that person. The same is true when you don't like someone; you will notice those things you don't like about the person. I would say that your SD doesn't like you. You don't like him either.

For the time being:

Mind your own business

Keep the household rules

Stay out of other people's fights

If you have some ear phones, use them

If fooling around with your step sister annoys your SD, then don't do it

Ask your step brother to help you with football for 10 minutes a day. Just the two of you.

I don't know what you are doing or not doing that your mom and SD are fighting about--but don't give your SD anything to complain about. Even though you may do all in your power to listen to your SD, he may still find fault with you.

My suggestion is that you ask your mother to provide you with counseling so that you will get the help you need to deal with your feeling.

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bump stasyweycee

First thanks to everyone who posted sugestions. Thanks alot. It really helped to be able to rant to somebody. This is an update. Theres been a weird but good development, at least, I think its reassuring.

Once every other month or so, my steps do a solo weekend at their moms, so they can spend time alone with her. This weekend is my stepsisters. Apparantly she told her mother about the fight and her mother called mine. Mine told us (my stepbrother and me) that even if they get a divorce (she says their nowhere near that but if they did) she and my steps mom (you know, we need a word to discribe what the step-siblings parent, the one not marred to your parent, is) want us to stay in contact, even if we arent living together anymore. Which is one of the things thats been bothering me most, since itd be really lonely, I think, to go back to just my mom and me. She also said that Friday she called the hostpital (shes a nurse) and made an apointment with one of the clergy guys that volinteers there. Its for next Tuesday afternoon. He doesnt know yet. I guess my mom has already been talking to one of the greif councilers (whos a shrink of some kind) but thats a friend of hers, so she recomended this guy because hes neutral. I guess my steps mom told her that he was the same way with her and thats why he thinks that shes trying to mess up things between him and my mom.

Anyway, thats my news. Thanks for listening.

--Stefan

Stefan,
(like that name much better!!!)

That is good news. Great!
Best to you.

just read this thread, i dont come to this forum often. hope things are working out better for you. some people only see outside. you have described yourself as looking different "hair, piercings) on the outside. im guessing your steps fit the mold on the outside (football player, popular girl). im glad you can see your self-worth, keep your chin up. keep us informed.

anette

Stefan -

You sound like a great guy (A little like my own 15 year old son.) - Hope you're still checking in here every now and then. It's really a good thing that you are aware of and can understand your feelings, even though they're not very happy ones. And it's very generous of you to care so much about your mom's happiness. I suspect you also have a pretty decent understanding of what's going on with your SD. Sounds like he wants "picture perfect, Stepford" children, and views anyone who's different as somehow threatening and 'defective'. Frankly, he also sounds very narrow-minded and like a bit of a bully. I'm sorry for that, and I know that makes things hard on you and your mom. Even on your step-sibs, though they sound like really decent kids.

I'm guessing the only people who could convince him that you're really a decent guy would be your step-sibs. When I was in high school, if a kid dressed a certain way, you pretty much knew he did drugs. Sounds like your SD has decided that the way you dress means you're on drugs. Only your sibs would be able to tell him what the 'current' dress code is for druggie-dom, and what your style of dress means in today's high schools. Would you consider offering to take a 'surprise' urine test? Embarassing, but it could help.

Anyway, I hope that you are getting counseling, and that you're able to talk openly with this counselor. What would be even better is if your mom and SD would go to the same counselor, and if that counselor could help your SD see what he's doing.

In the meantime, I agree with Brass Tacks about just staying out of his way. If you "can't do anything right" you can at least avoid doing anything wrong.

The other skill to perfect is a perfectly pleasant but neutral tone of voice - I'm very serious - so you can say "It's not me" when he yells at you for something one of your sibs did. Practice that tone of voice. Most often, it's the tone that sounds disrespectful, not so much the words. Practice that tone.

And good luck --

I don't know buddy. I was also looking for an answer to why my so-called step-father treats me like an outsider. I remember the first time we met, January 2001. He married my mother in 1998, I only got to meet him in 2001. I offered a handshake and he ignored it. Though I was only 11 years old, I knew that he did not like me there and then. and then. I did not grow up with a father, in fact I don't even know what he looks like. I tried so many times in so many awkward ways to get along with him but most of the time just ignores me. We never spoke a lot.we just walk pass each other like we're strangers in a mall. Very very rare that we would speak most of the time when hes calling me a F****** stupid t**t/ c**t. and it still happens to this day.

I don't know if it's me coz sometime I THINK that maybe its just me... not him... the problem is ME... but then I think... NO.. it cant be, I have millions of friends. I get along with a lot of people. BUT HIM! I did great in school, very very good grades, I was never in any kind of trouble. I was friendly and I Know I have a great personality. I know all these good things about me coz i went through it over and over to figure out this answer... to this puzzle. He knew as well that even before he married my mother that my mother had a child.

was he expecting me to adjust to him, to try and get on with him?

I was an 11-year-old child, he was 36 for christ's sake, do u think I should have tried more or he should have tried more? I don't know what my mom thinks... They've fought over it over and over... he always denied he hated me... But it doesn't take a genius to figure that out. I was an a wise, intelligent, inquisitive child. I knew what 'hostile' meant when being practised.

I can't stand him. He taught me how to hate and I know I shouldn't. I did not do anything so bad to deserve that kind of hostility. he made my childhood and teenage years a living hell, in fear and feeling of being an outsider. I don't have a real family I can call my own my half brother, my mom and my mom's husband all share last names. And I don't know if I'm jealous coz it makes me feel like I just evolved out of nowhere!

I was never welcome as far as my feelings are concerned. Sometimes, I even wish that I wasn't born. I'm a strong person and always fight the self-pity feeling because I hate that feeling. So instead of self-pity I just ask, WHY? or Why me? Is there any purpose for this? Is it too late to try and turn this around? ok, maybe it is.

I wanna be a part of this family, though it seems my mother and my half-brother are the only members. I really want him to be friendly towards me.. afterall he's married to my mother and my mother loves him very much. Whether it's gonna happen or not, I will try not to care until that day happens.

You know what they say though,"You can choose your friends but not your relatives". But he chose my mother, which means he chose 'me and my mother'. Stupid ME thinking I can find a scientific explanation to step-family-hatred.

But you know what keeps me away from asking and feeling sh*t about this. Think about other worse family situations you see on the news. They include theft, rape and murder. I think about other problems, 'REAL' problems that other people have and then consider yourself lucky you're not in any of those situations. But I still cannot blame you for feeling like that. Because I understand.

JR, This guy is probably not around anymore, post from 2006, but I feel sorry for your pain....Maybe you can print this out and show it to your stepfather, what could you lose????? Reality does suck, the stepdad may be reminded of the man that came before your mom and had you...You sound like a super good kid, and pretty much haver it figured out already...I can tell by your post you have survival skills...You will be starting a new adult life soon, and maybe it wont matter so much to you anymore....There doesnt seem to be anything you can do to change this... Good luck.....

well just keep your head up im going threw thee same thing but at least your mom hasnt turned on you yet like my mom has done to me i hate it just dont runaway like i have and done i have done things things thatmade my parents disown me that i regret doing will i do it again yes but only cause i aint got nobody to stop me from doing it again so just keep your head up and dont choose the rong path choose the right one and you will be thankful and in return you and your step loser might have a good relatioln in the near or distant future but i wont so stickin there which i should have done but i have time to change cause im only 13 but im chosingnot tooo dont do sumtn you will regret and lose all of your family

hi my name is nicky i am 14 years old and i dont get along withmy stepdad what do i do?

Could you expand on "don't get along", please, Nicky? What do you do that seems to trigger anger in your stepdad? How does he react?

Hi there Nicky,

Is it something you see?
or hear?
or feel?
about/from your step-father?

Hi there Nicky,

Please describe your situation.
Are you referring to something you
see?
or hear?
or feel?
about/from your step-father?

My step dad is not yet to be that but he likes us to call him that and he made fun of me how I eat and I cry and went in my room I punch my self cause I was mad my mom walk in while I was doing that she was scared so I stopped bow he does not say I love you to me any more he has threaten us to hit us I NEED HELP Pls tell me what to do

Well for a start sweetie, you need to let your Mom know he has threatened to hit you. I'm guessing now she has a hint that something is very wrong and should know what she has to deal with. If she does not take your part in this you should go to a trusted teacher who can help you with child services. No child should have to live in a home where one adult threatens violence and the other stands by and does nothing.

Should I tell the guidance councilor and my mom or who I'm at school right now

My mom does know but she gets quite when it happens

See my real dad die when I was 3 I just need help

I have one brother and one sister they get yell at to met brother is 15 my sis is 10 but my sis does not care that much what he thinks

I could be take to a foster home

I do not like that

So I will deal with my home

Thank you for talking to me on the website

I'll keep on checking for some one for more information thank you again

I'll check every day bye

go to your cities website or your cities police department website. usually there are resources there for domestic violence victims, safe houses, and links to organizations that can help. these resources are part of your community, not county or state. I would def talk to your community first. I advise against going to your counselor at school. they call the police and child protective services. if your going to get cps involved. the best thing to do is call their hotline and pretend to be a neighbor or one of your friends calling. that way they will come investigate at your house and you can talk to them in private and tell them everything. say your mom is scared of him too and that this is not like who she used to be. ask them to help get ur mom, u and your sibs away from him. and tell your siblings to be honest. hopefully the investigator will see right thru your step dad. hopefully yours dad is not a narcissist and not too smart. anywho, they can help get your family away from him without separating you. the important thing is that you call anonymously (just say you want to remain anonymous). make sure your step dad will be there. they will investigate three days after the call. don't tell your mom or bro or sis that it was you who called cuz you might get thrown under the bus.

PART 1

I have been abused my whole life, even still. been in foster care, checked myself in to a safe house to get away from the other step dad. my adopted mom has turned on me because of my narcissist step dad.

Hell make up stuff to get her mad at me. I found recently that they were arguing he told her that I said that she used to sell heroin. (coming from Way out left field?!) that got her so mad that she came to my house while Im at work red faced and threatening to kick my a^%

you would think she would get tired of him running his mouth about me and tell him to shut up. or at least question him. but no, she believes it.

people that believe hearsay are the most pathetic people ever. they don't have enough brains to question the gossip or do the research themselves. smart people do their research, they ask questions, and get answers from credible sources.

PART 2

he has spread lies about me all over town, has people look out for me and call him when they see me like I'm some kind of criminal. I've never been arrested or in trouble with the law. never was dishonest with them. matter of fact my honesty has been anmd still is used agaiunst me. his son is a dope head, has been arrested,for domestic violence, grand theft auto, breaking and entering, drugs, u name it.

I still deal with the abuse because I need my adopted mom for a place to stay. I feel like a pile of dung for having to depend on her. its impossible to be independent when your making 10.50 hr. With a growing boy in school and fiance is hashing out problems with SSI as he is unable to work. and because she is brainwashed into thinking she needs him, he has control and messes with me however he can, yet i cant think of a way to kleep him away from me and quit messing with me.

He set the pool pump to go on for 5 hours everyday and locked it and did the same with the sprinklers so we cant change it. I pay the water and electric bill.

He's got the whole world it seems like convinced I'm on drugs. that infuriates me because no one sees that he's being dishonest and unreasonable. they all know his son is a skrew up and a drug addict and that he's been in all sorts of trouble. and I'm not yet they believe him. I wanna know where did his credibility come from? y are his friend and he's so stupid to believe him and not question his mean nasty things he says in such a mean nasty way about a child (when I was) and when he still talks so bad about me now, and to mainly the same people, now that I'm an adult and doing my own thing y don't they ever question him? I mean come on, it's got to get old at some point, this crazy white hair man running around can't keep my name out his mouth. y he is so hell bent on proving to the world that im a skrew up??

Shout out to our lawmakers please attend much to a situation like this. Early pregnancy, illicit use of drugs, insanity, or even poverty have resulted from this situation. There should be no more stepparent-child relationship.