Well, I talked to her last night...she knew something was wrong and asked me to tell her...I didn't feel comfortable because i'm not sure how to make sense of all this but i did anyways...I blew her mind...she didn't expect me to say these things...I told her it wasn't only about you that I left this about everything in my life...she is not doing well, and I expected that. She says she loves me and doesn't want to loose me. I don't hate her...I still love her...but these things in my head...questioning my choices in life, am i happy, do i want to stay with her...I even had a feeling of wanting to pack up and leave my life and go across the world to "start over" and get away from everything...there's so much doubt in my mind...as for the aussie girl...about 2 weeks ago she made it clear that there is nothing that can happen between us...we're on different pages...and I agree...so now we're just friends...which i'm fine with...I thought that this was the reason I felt these things but they haven't gone away and now my thoughts don't even include aussie girl..I booked some time with my doctor in a few hours, I need to talk to her...my wife agrees I need to figure this out and that I need to decide what my feelings are so she can move on...which is what I want to do...also she has no problems with waiting (not forever) on kids..no point in dragging this on...I really need to sort this out for her and myself... i'll keep you all posted.....TYVM for the advise and points of view..you've all given me a lot of think about...

It's all up to what you want vs. cost/effort. If it was me, I'd just run a white Ethernet cable around the periphery of the room to the location where you need it (unless your carpeting is dark in which case you can use black Ethernet cable). The cable won't be noticeable unless you look for it and doesn't need to be fastened down. If you're a perfectionist, and can't tolerate such a cable lying on the floor, then you could do the extra work of hiding the cable behind the baseboard moding. First carefully pry off your baseboard molding. Then notch out a channel for the Ethernet cable at the bottom of the drywall. A box cutter will work for this and it doesn't have to be neat. Lay the cable in the channel, securing at intervals with masking tape so it doesn't fall out before you get the baseboard molding reattached. If you want to go whole hog, you can also fish the ends of the cable inside the wall up to your existing Ethernet outlet box and to a new outlet box. Again, it's extra work but if a professional appearance matters to you, go for it. Wireless is a secure option, but probably not worth it unless you have additional sites in your home where you need network access. I find it nice to be able to use a laptop online anywhere in our house. Keep in mind that wireless is not quite as fast as wired if you have large data files to transfer.

Thanks to lisaam!Thai Western-style toilet with accessory hose. Typical flush it yourself Thai toilet. Explains why the floors are always soaking wet. ******* Offsetting the water used in the cleansing water closets one can always install water-free urinals. Indeed, water-free indoor toilets. Time for another bodily function thread?

..so to round up, if I'm allowed to do so-one can already see what parenthood looks like) Whatever a mother (or parents) will do-some won't like it or would do it differently. Sometimes as a society, sometimes as a community, and sometimes, in her own family. (and latter is very often..saying it as a loving daughter who's just back from visiting her Mom)) So dear Beagles, you know that you make your decisions in a way that seems right to you, under circmustances that are best known to you, with knowledge and considerations available to you in the moment, and with love, and hope, and faith-because that's what we basically have with us when we make this big decision to give a life to somebody. Who is born into a certain family, certain times, certain place, you name it. You chose for him-but plenty of things were chosen for you too. You have a limited amount of control, and you do with it the best you can. "Perfect" doesn't exist anyway and one shouldn't strive for it imo. Good enough is great though because it is full of life, real life-and it is achievable. So you pick up a book that makes sense for you, so to say( to me was Dr. Spock-and I'm fully aware many others hated him, but I found him incredibly calming. Maybe Ukranian trabslation did its magic? lol)and try to worry less.(obviously "a book" can be a theory, a bunch of ideas, a gut feeling, an example you were impressed with, and many other things. Said "a book" to make it shorter) I imagine it's very overwhelming to hear so many opinions at once at the time when one is so vulnerable and has to decide fast. It's overwhelming to me-and I dodn't have to make any decision)) Again, I'm barbaric so I did the procedure, and healing went well. If I was not barbaric maybe I wouldn't even think of doing the procedure, and it'd be just as fine, and then I wouldn't be able to describe my anecdotal evidence of how the healing went, so that's my very limited and modest input. I did it, and in our case, healing went well. I'm surrounded both by people who were circumsized and these who were not (starting with my own immediate family)-and that's not what makes a major difference, neither to me, nor, as far as I can judge, (or from what I could ask) to them. Not in daily life, not to their characters, not to nothing the sharp human eye like mine may discern)) Whatever you do/don't in this case..the chance it will be fine either way is huge. Hugs, April