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My husband isn't interested in me but masturbates & watches porn!

lonelyheart
14 years ago

I have been married almost a year and we never had a "honeymoon period". My husband is not very intimate, rarely initiates sex and doesn't do much of anything when we do. I'm like a real life porn star servicing him. I feel horrible when I find out he has been watching porn and masturbating. It feels like cheating when he chooses that over being with me. If we had intimacy on a regular basis I wouldn't mind. I've offered and tried to watch with him. He refuses, looks embarrased and leaves. I don't understand why he has no interest in touching me or reciprocating. (I think he has touched me "there" 2 times)He says he's just spoiled. What?! He says he's attracted to me and it's not that he doesn't want me. Oh.. he will take a blow job though. He has a hard time putting down his video controller to even hold me when I want time with him. He gets angry and defensive if I ask him about it or if he has. He lies about alot of things. I can't trust him anymore. Now he is getting what he says is "spam" mail from girls saying they like his pics and he's their type asking him to IM them. I feel so rejected and empty. I've told him and he says it's my problem I feel this way and states he's never good enough. We have recently started and are a few sessions in for counseling. He states he is who he is and is never going to change for anyone. He's fine asking women to show their breasts and make perverted comments to females... he's obviously attracted to women. Im confused. I feel like he's selfish and I'm married to a five year old. I'm scared and not sure of our relationship at this point. Any thoughts? Am I crazy?

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