| I am so deeply sorry for your loss.. The only real advice I can offer is to say is that the feelings that you own right now are natural, "let yourself feel" If you feel like crying, cry.. If your anger makes you want to scream.. Press your face into a pillow and scream.. I lost my Mom on August 22, 2008.. I cried and cried and then cried some more.. With the tears came people who were telling me to "suck it up".. People who went behind my back to get drugs and alcohol to calm my nerves, knock me out, make me sleep, help me to "not feel" I did not take their drugs.. I did not drink their alcohol.. I simply told them, "I loved Mom with all of my heart.. Just let me feel" Your grief is intense right now.. You do not have to deny your feelings.. It's ok to cry.. It's ok to feel anger.. It's ok to need to "talk about it" My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.. Bless you all.. | 
