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the nightmare continues...

SandiBluffs
18 years ago

Hi there, I have known and read this forum before, but it is so sad, so I haven't typed. Please, do you have a suggestion. Hoping to find a support group. Don't know where to begin. Have done the "shrink" thing. I am informed that I am depressed. Duh!

My story: 8 years ago the nightmare began.

1996--2 miscarriages

1997--baby born, died after 13 minutes(cried for 4 years)

--church fell apart, support system gone

--fired from job in favor of MAN who knew nothing about position

--kids sent to school after being homeschooled since day one (dad's choice)

My 3 reasons for getting up everyday were gone.

That's not all, but those are the biggies.


I felt so helpless and hopeless. I have lost all trust in myself and people in general.

My sparkling personality has gone flat. People tell me I have an attitude. I feel hostile.

I have the opportunity to rejoin the human race, but I don't know if I can without having a meltdown. (facing menopause at this time, too) I am locked back in 1997. The people I know now have no idea about my background.

Is it too late to find a support group?? ...and where would I find one? SB

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