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romonea

i am confused, angry and sad

romonea
15 years ago

i lost my boyfren jus 2 weeks and 3days now, they say its his fault his car collied witha truck killing him and the passanger on the spot they say. i think of him all day everyday, i feel mad at him at god even at frens, i am mad people who even suggest it was his fault, i saw him the day b4 he died wen i am happy i feel sad in those moments i spend each waking n sleeping moment wondering about his last moment. thinking wat i could for him 2 be alive i wonder is he cold hunger stupid stuff, i am trying but i am lost. i smell his shirt each morning kiss his picture call his fone jus 2 hear his voice mail. i been keeping a journal but i am ver confused i cant be at my house it remind of him. i wonder if in some way it was my fault i showed him pictures of a lady that was hit by a truck the day b4 he crashed i have sooo much emotions please help me

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