ok, I'm not sooo sad anymore...lol
my daughter sent a practice video from her best friend's house.
she went to visit her for the last visit before they leave and Jennifer and her husband gave my DD a 'flip video' camera.
and I was thrilled with the prospect of a webcam but this one can be portable and record the countryside where they'll be living and the yard, while the kids are outside playing.
and I can watch the first birthday party of the little one who is just turning 9 months, the day they leave.
I can surely handle this..
besides, I had a close call of a possible fatal collision, that I narrowly escaped on Sunday night...
I'm feeling extremely lucky, blessed and have a total different outlook on the up and coming future.
no more sadness...I have a second chance to make a good life event out of this.