i screwed up big time!
In my totally overloaded, confused mind, my date became Thursday instead of Monday, and I stood him up. I'm so mad at myself, because he's a really, really nice man, and I think there was something there.
On the other hand, when I didn't show up, he didn't call to see if I had a problem with my car, or had been in an accident or anything. If he had, I would have hopped in my car and been there in an instant, because I had been out mailing packages, so I was dressed.
Anyway, I'm very sad. My one chance in four years at happiness, and I go and blow it.
And to top it all off, I found my favorite bird dead in the aviary this morning, and I'm sick.