A Blue, Blue December
This year, December is/will be horrible for me - I can't listen to the Christmas songs - I cry; the happy shoppers and all the beautiful decorations - make me cry. It seems I cry at the drop of a hat any more - I miss my husband VERY much!
Today is his birthday - he would have been 54. This year he is getting a 4'-across wreath for his birthday/grave site - not much fun, huh? Dear god, WHY???