10 years of a single life...and
I've lived a single life now for well probably almost 11 years. I did have a 7 year 'situation', that can by no means be called a relationship....I lived as a single person renting a downstairs room to someone , and that was that...
I've always thought I'd be perfectly happy being single for the rest of my life, becomming that 'old lady in her garden surrounded by her cats"...only...I don't much care for cats..LOL...my house is full of reptiles and other interesting animals, and of course my two Pekes.
I have older children, 16 and 20, and we are extremely close.
All of a sudden, at the age of 43, I find myself wondering what life would be like , sharing it with someone . I actually find myself fighting an inner battle..like the little good angel and the devil on the other shoulder...
Like look it says..you've been happy this long along..and then the little angel will say ...but wouldn't it be nice to have someone to talk to , garden with, read with and share the shoulder to lean on with, when you get older ?
Anyone else have these little inner struggles going on ?