seems teh only activity is shopping and accumulating clutter. something is missing from life. i miss times of sitting out on front porch with neighbor.
How do i find a community where i fit in?
cash is tight- im retired.
i have nothing in commen with ppl in my town.
a planned community usually costs money- churches and cults can be judgemental.
i resent the "junk"= in my home. i endlessly throw it out. sort it.
i am 42, have no kids. live alone. i am not interested in dating a woman- but sorta would like to have a child.
the tvs constant scream of brainwashing- turns us into consumer zombies.
[i happen to not be heterosexual]
i had planned my suicide a few years ago.
if i donate my body to science free cremation.
my sister would sort thru all my personal effects.
my friend jenny-locked into the cant mode. jim is too busy at work- too picky on allocating time for our friendship.
my brther ed, too busy chasing wealth and 23 year old blong bubble girls. my other brother-is a two headed person with his 3.5 wife. mom is in the cant mode- and any idea i mention "you can get hurt"= EAT! but dont use teh bathroom.
i enjoy the web, and doing projects around house to fix it up. making it look like a place from teh future when it is old-
i never had a car payment
i wish i could time travel.
he who has the most toys doesnt win.