Can I share my sadness?
As some of you friends know, my DH had a heart attack and could not do open heart surgery because he also had pneumonia. Well last night at midnight I got that dreaded phone call from the hospital that he had passed away.
Now I have to make some real tough decisions...I can not live in this house without his SS check...I don't know where to go......do I pick a place where my doctors are (and also one daughter) or go "back home" to family and friends?...which is 60 miles from the doctors, but they do have a hospital etc. "back home" also....just not very big.
This house felt HUGE this morning at 4 am when I got home from saying my "good-bye" to his body....it has been picked up and will be cremated (his choice, not mine).
Thanks for letting me vent a bit this morning.