I'm not myself,
IÂm really shook up and I donÂt know why unless IÂm a bit nervous with my surgery on Halloween. The store has canned music from a service and IÂve heard the same songs over & over since I started. ItÂs nice music that IÂm familiar with and I hum or sing along.
Tonight I almost lost it when they played "Wind Beneath My Wings". They played that at my DadÂs funeral Â he died in May 1993. I was back at the church, sitting with family, the sun was shining. Why I should be so upset tonight when I havenÂt been for the past 2Â½ months I donÂt know. I think IÂll go have a good cry.