Emotional update-better news!
I just finished the bigger paper that is due tomorrow. Yippee! It's time for a mini celebration! Now I just have two smaller assignments to do that will be more enjoyable and less scary, I hope.
Have taken Marti's doormat advice as it applies to my other situation and am coming to a better place with that. I simply can not control the choices other people make and the perceptions that they may create/cling to. It still makes me sad but I have to move on and live my life the way I want to - which is in an honest, healthy way surrounded by positive people who care for me and support me!
So, what am I gonna do now? Watch some kind of decorating show and work on my Grandmother Flower Garden flowers for a little reward break until I start on the next assignment.
Thank you for your warm thoughts and words. I do appreciate them!