How do you let go?
My little Molly is 11yrs old, she is a Cavapoo, Half King Charles and Half Poodle, She came into my life as a little tiny puppy when I was quite ill, we have seldom been seperated since.
When young she had several operations on her eyes, and then her skin to remove growths, Then a couple of years ago she lost both of her eyes to Gloucoma, She looked strange without her eyes bless her, and it took her a long time to bounce back, but I just loved her all the more and she was still a happy little girl, now she has Kidney desease, we were told about 18 months ago, slowly she has lost weight as we struggled with her diet, she was always a picky eater, she's painfully thin, refuses to eat much, is wobbly on her legs sometimes, but mostly seems happy and excited at times, I know her time is getting close, I can feel it, I keep hoping she will pass away in her favourite place during her sleep, if she doesn't, how do I find the strength to make the decision? I love her, she is my constant shadow, Ive cried every day for the last 18 months, already I'm totally wrecked just thinking about her not being here, we have loved and supported each other for 11 years, how do I do this? I just dont know.. :(