This is going to sound childish (i think) 5 years ago the love of my life for 25 years had an affair. He and I did everything together even begged me to play golf so we could play and go on trips. We had so much fun and we could be in a room full of peopla ans he would say we are the only two in the room. He tore up our home toseel and went to be with her, no stopping him. He married her in 2005. The problem is I am devasted and heartbroken. I can not get over this, my heart hurts and I miss him so much. I know it has been five years and he said if she had not come along we would be together now. Idon't know what to do. I could of gotten over him dying but not this, sounds terrible. Any suggestion please.