I think my marriage is coming to an end. We both agree to part ways and eventually get a divorce.
We haven't been happy for a very long time. Last weekend he destroyed our house and that put the final nail on the coffin. I can't deal with his anger and we can never sit down and talk like normal people.
Strangely I am starting to feel very sad about this. A lot of uncertainties for sure, but mostly just sad. I feel so tired and can lay on the bed 24 hours a day. Have to get up and go to work today.
Even though we haven't been happy but things are not always that bad. There are good days when we take our kid out and go to the park. I am just sad thinking about our last trip to the west coast this past summer. Looking at pictures that we took and it brings tears to my eyes knowing it will never happen again.