My marriage is over !!!
I was the one who wrote losing the love of my life,well now I have lost him. Tuesday evening he informed me that he catches his flight thursday evening. I told him 2 weeks ago that as soon as he spends one night away from home that our marriage would be over. Seems like his hometown wins out over me again. When I reminded him that I said this so I guess Thursday is our last day as a married couple he seemed p*ssed off, even to the point of implying that I may get lucky, I only wanted him no one else I have never cheated. I am trying to stay positive that he would not go there just to cheat but can't seem to do it. It's been 2 weeks since he said he wasn't sure if he wanted to stay married and I have cried tons. I guess I should be saying I am losing a man that is unsure if he still loves me he is losing so much more because he is losing a wife that will forever love him. Maybe thinking along those lines will help me move forward.