Im sure this has been talked about but needing your input
I have been married to my husband for almost 5 years. Last night I went outside while he was cooking on the grill. He got a text and asked me to check it for him. After this I thought I would just go onto the internet with his phone. When I pulled it up a porn site came up. I asked him and he told me he did not want to talk about it.
I was a little cold with him last night. Not sure what to think. So today when we where comeing home from the gym he opened up to me. Told me that he has wanted to confess to me for a long time that he is addicted to porn. That this has nothing to do with his love for me. Also when guys from his work would send him a txt with porn on it he would tell me that he hated when they did this.
He would always joke with me and say things like I saw that on a movie one time when it came to sexual things. I just laughed it off. But i am a little confused with this.
We talked about our past prior to getting married. But he did not talk about this to me. I told him the bad things that I did when I was single. And he told me things that happened when he was married to his first wife and why it did not work.
This is kind of hitting me hard because prior to meeting my husband I did not attend church on a reg basis. And since being with him we are active members of our church, teach children bi-monthly in Sunday school, Usher and Greet and other things.
I love my husband and I am not going to leave him but I cant put into words how I feel now. He did tell me to turn off the internet off his phone which I am going to do.