Love lust or just infatuation
This is Naari. I'm married for last 8 years. I'm a mother too. The confusion of my lfe is my strained relationship with my husband. Ours was a love maariage. But love seems to have ended in my marriage. My husband is not exactly a drunkard but whenever he drinks he gets on to my nerves, become intolerant & i just hate him then. He always takes me me for granted & uses me as if i'm an object. He works in night shifts. We don't see each other & hardly talk face to face or over the phone, through out the week. He's just concerned about his looks. He has only 20-30% existence in the life of our baby. And, in my life he hardly exists. He just need me for his physical needs. I force myself so that he doesn't feel bad about it.We have discussed this numerous time but nothing seem to affect this nerd.
There is a guy in my office & for the last few months i've started feeling for him. I realised it only when he made some statements which made me feel that he's kind of interested in me. His body language changes when he's around me. He's a bit reluctant in looking into my eyes. None of his gestures are cheap. He is a very decent person & he is also a married guy & is a father too. I have also started liking him. This liking seems to have become quite intense between us. I can easily make out that he feels the same for me but just because we both r married & parents too stops us from being vocal about our feelings.He looks for an opportunity to be around me & tries to talk to me. He's not cheeky or a womenizer that i need to avaoid him or be rude.
I'm verrrryyyyy confused. I've started feeling very strongly for him. Please help!!!!