I feel like I'm going crazy
I'm 46, last year I had hot flashes, went to see doctor who said I was too young for peri menopause and as my periods are still normal not to worry.
Hot flashes now gone, periods still regular but sometimes short and sometimes long.
My mind though is horrible, I want to kill hubby, myself, bad drivers!
Sometimes I want to divorce him, run away, I cry lots, not always for any reason, I get angry sometimes, no reason.
Doc prescribed me zopiclone, they made me worse, really suicidal and confused, stopped taking them.
I just feel insane, prob about 25 days of every month I am so angry, upset, moody, weird and no one gets it, the doc still thinks I'm too young for hormone Meds, I have zero interest in sex too, all I want to do is eat junk food and buy stuff online, then i get depressed, I'm getting fat round the tummy, butt and thighs, I wont even wear shorts at the moment, I hate this, how long will it last, there's not even any help on the internet, it's a case of suck it up and get on with it, guess this is a vent then, how do you all get through it:(