having been married for a short while, i feel duped.
My husband as he is now, is not the guy I married. He is unsupportive, bad in bed (i feel like he is substituting me for the porno pigs he really wants to f@%K), and his mother is way too involved.
I recently found out that I am a little pregs, and am seriuosly thinking of having an abortion, to make my break and run.
I am well aware of what a step family looks like, I am not willing to attach my life to this person, by my child, for the rest of my life, only to have my motherhood interfereed with by whoever he is screwing, I have lost all respect for him and believe that my child deserves to fall under the legal rights of a real MAN.
I have existed in the absence of peace for a long time, I just cannot continue, I cannot continue to fight for my life and then add fighting for my child to that.
Is there anyone who has been in my situation (please no anti abortionists, I believe in my right to choose).