I don't need anyone to judge. Just some advice from real people.
I have been married for 17 years
He cheated before we were married (I know, DUH)
He cheated (and denied cheating) after 7 years of marriage right after my dad died.
I found evidence of him looking for single women on craigslist.
I found evidence of him looking at very, very young girls on the history of his computer.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THAT I AM FEELING GUILTY ABOUT WANTING TO LEAVE HIM!?!?