Lost my common-law husband
I am 27 years old...my boyfriend (of 6 years) and I had a house together and were planning on getting married next November. Only 6 weeks ago he drowned. I am having trouble. On the outside it may appear that I am ok, I don't like to cry or show depression in front of people, but I am feeling every emotion in the book...I don't know what I am going to do. I know I have such a long life ahead of me, and lots of friends and family to support, but I feel lost, empty, lonley, and feel that noone can help me feel better. He was not only my partner, but my work-supervisor, we shared an office. He was literally my life, and it worked great, and now he is gone. I don't know how to deal? I find myself clining to his friend (that was with him when he drowned), but that is unfair and probably confusing to him.
I feel like I need some unbiased advice or chat....can anyone relate?