I Lost my husband on Nov 6th
We would have been married for 19 years on the 27th of December. He had been working on the floor in the house, but went out for while with friends. There he had a massive heart attack. He was 48 years old. They were not able to revive him. We have no children. We were very close becuse we did almost everything together.
Most of the time I think that I am ok. But the smallest thing will make me lose it. Today I decided to go to wally world (walmart). I was able to supress the tears while in the store. But once I was in my car the flood gates opened. I went to my father-in-law's house. He is getting on much better than me. Or he's not showing it. I came home and cried so hard and loud that I was releaved that everyone was at work.
I had the plan to go back to work on monday. I don't know now.
Thanks for letting me go on, & on, & on....