Husband killed 3 months ago
My husband was killed, drowned at the lake during a storm 12 weeks ago. He was 57 and we would have been married 18 years last month. This is so hard. I feel so ungrounded, like I'm at the mercy of the tide and the wind. I don't know what I'm going toward anymore-only that I want time behind me.
Friends and family have been wonderful, but I still feel alone. I wish I had times of feeling his presence, but he's just gone...not even the comfort of a dream.