The loss of my daughter
I just recently lost my daughter on Nov. 15, 2009, due to a Intercranial Hemmorage. She was only 21 yrs old. I am so lost without her I can hardly stand who I am anymore. I was her caregiver, her mother and her and I were the best of friends. I miss seeing her smile, hugging her and kissing her. My son says I am strong for taking care and doing all that I have done for her but I feel so weak. I can't sleep at night, I can't focus and I am at such a loss that I cry all the time. I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. She was so bubbly even when she wasn't feeling well. I miss that so much. I miss my baby desperately!