I don't know if I can do this .....
My best friend of 30 years died last night . Her & I were more than best friends - we had the same soul . I'm devistated . I don't know if I'll even make it through the service on Monday without breaking down . I've been crying for 20 hours straight. I don't expect solutions - I'd just like to hear that I'm not alone.
HERE'S THE BACKROUND : Mary & I met each other 30 years ago . We clicked & our husbands clicked ... from then on --
we were closer than sisters . Just to keep the story short ... she had a heart/lung transplant 2 months ago .Things were going good till
a week ago --- everything turned upside down , and she passed away last night .
I know - in the state I'm in -- I'll never make it through the funeral. I'm so worried about having to leave because I'm just breaking down .
This weekend - I plan on sitting down with 2 boxes of kleenex ... and writing her the longest letter that I can think of & put it in her casket. I'm hoping this will help.
Bless all of you that have suffered with loss.
(((((((((((((( Everyone )))))))))))))))