greiving the lost of daughter
My daughter died on August 24th this year. My world has completely turned inside out. I cry everyday. I'm not sure how to handle this, not sure I can handle it. She was 27 and had systemic Lupus for many years. She got so sick in 2005 she had to drop out of school and quit work and move back home. She spent those years in and out of the hospital and she fought so hard to get better. Finally she was getting better, her lupus was in remission and she had started looking around for her own place. Then she got the flu. Her body just wasn't able to handle it and she had liver failure. I'm just so sad and I know my family is worried about me but they want me to get out and start living again, but I feel I'm just not ready. I would come home everyday and there she would be so happy to see me and I miss that. I miss the times we spent together, we were not only mother and daughter we were best friends.
It hurts so much, will the hurt ever get better.