Seems to get worse everyday
I have been coming every now & then to see how everyone is doing. I just haven't had the words to describe how things are going here. But I'll try because I need some advice or hope or something, I don't know what. Things that were once important in my life don't seem to matter to me anymore. I have a wonderful family & husband & a career I love. But I don't care about any of it anymore. The only thing in my life that is really important is my precious son but he's not here anymore. Everything I chose in my life depended on his happiness. Now I feel lost. I feel bad too because I know I shut everyone out, including my husband. I don't mean to but it's just so hard to deal with anything so I say I'm fine. I just wish I knew what to do. Sometimes it seems like I have things under control then I just lose it. It feels like then longer I am without him the harder it becomes. Is this normal?? Please help.