It is too painful, how come she is not calling
Well it will be 3 weeks since I lost my mom to lung cancer this upcoming Friday. I am starting to get really annoyed that she has not called. I know this sounds strange but in the back of my head I think it just can't be true.
I live 2 hours away from where she lived and I can easily convince myself that this is not really happening however the phone is not ringing.
It hurts sooo much, what am I going to do without my best friend, my security blanket, my beautiful mother. I want her back.
Thanks for letting me vent..