when when will it stop
i recently lost my Dad ( Aug. 17 2008 )
after he battled heart trouble for 15 yrs.
it was quite unexpected when he passed away
i stopped in at the hospital to see him the afternoon before he passed away if i had of known it was going to happen i would have stayed with him but he did not seem to be very bad as in course of the last 15 years i have made some fast trips to Des Moines/Mercy Heart center .
and now he is gone , but the bit of solace i can find in his passing is that he didnt suffer greatly and went out
without having to linger but sometimes i miss my Dad so much sometimes i wonder when all the pain of missing him will go away ??
im sorry if i sound negative but i just need to vent and get these thoughts off my mind .