Looking for someone to talk to
Hi. I'm new to this site. I'm sure like the rest of you I wish I wasn't here for the reason I am. 2 months ago my little boy passed away just before his 4th birthday. I don't know how I can ever get through this. Sometimes it's a struggle just to get out of bed. The only thing that keeps me going at all is my husband but some days we both can't handle this loss. Other days we are able to balance each other out if that makes sense. I'll be having a bad time and he'll help me through or he's having a moment and I'm there for him. This grief is so unbearable though I wish everyday I wake up and find this was all just a nightmare. But of course I'm let down every morning when I look into his bedroom and he's not there. If anyone here as any advice for us on how you get through this please help. I feel like my life has ended.