I just lost my dad
I just lost my dad to leukemia. He was only diagnosed 3 weeks ago. We were all with him when he died, my sister's and brothers and my mom. He suffered so much. I can't believe he's gone and I miss him so. But I have so many different elements to grieve. We all dealt with his dying so differently. We argued over dad, we were up all night and day caring for him, we didn't eat or sleep, and now some of us aren't speaking. I've lost my dad as well as a sister and brother. I can't get the image of his suffering out of my head and there's so much that I wanted to say and hear. But now we have to help my mom cope with life without him. I just can't absorb it all. I'm walking around in a daze. I'll miss him forever.