loss of husband
On July 25,2007, 10 days after his 64th birthday my husband died of kidney cancer. We just moved to my hometown to start a new life with him retiring. That was April 23rd of this year. We never got the chance to unpack when he was diagnosed after breaking his hip. It had already went to his lungs, shoulder and pelvis. Thank goodness he did not suffer. But after being numb for a couple weeks, I'm now crying constantly. I feel empty. The days are so long. I haven't found a job yet to help fill up the days. I wander around this small house like I'm not here. When does the crying stop, at least for a while? Why do I feel like I'm the only 53 year old who is widowed and suffering? Thanks for any support.