Kareao's Heartbreaking Post
(I'm sorry I misspelled your name on the title;
don't know how I did that, & the edit feature won't let me correct it.)
Kerao, you added a response to an old thread;
I am re-posting it for you on its own thread so that it will get the attention it deserves.
Here's Kerao's thread:
Ã¯Â¿Â½Posted by kerao (My Page) on Mon, Aug 26, 13 at 4:04
I lost my beautiful Husband July 22, 2013 from a heart attack at the age of 51.
I was 46.
He was everything to me.
He loved me so much.
We would have been married 12 years in September.
I found him and I watched him die.
Something that will haunt me for the remainder of my life.
I wanted to take my life but my Parents arrived 1 hour before my Baby was taken from me.
I've lost 20 lbs and I can't sleep and cry all the time.
He was a wonderful man.
We moved from our hometown of Idaho to Utah for his Job, but I had him butied back home in Idaho.
Our family and friends are in Idaho.
I will be leaving this unforsaken state asap to be close to him.
I already have my plot by his.
I don't want people to talk to me.
I hate it.
I'm in incredible pain.
I know i need to join a support group of widows only.
But not a therapist.
I have a lump on my breast that I was seeing a cancer specialist for now I don't want to see anyone.
I want to be with my Howie.
I just can't live without him.
This post was edited by sylviatexas on Tue, Aug 27, 13 at 16:13