14 days ago..
Its been 14 days ago since I lost my boyfriend... I had never lost a close person until now and it has been so heartbreaking for me, since he was like a pilar in my life, like the motor who kept me going and who made anything look brighter. Now life looks really empty and my reason for every single breath is gone.. I'm do in love with him, and knowing that all our plans of growing old together are now vanished. I feel this pain wont ever go... It's very supportive to find forums like this one..