It has been 4 months and I am not functioning well at all.
Yes, I do know that it is not my fault. I have scarce motivation to meet simple daily needs such as eating. I hate to go to the grocery store by myself, or do anything else by myself. Yes, I have family, but they are of little help at this time, and I feel I have no purpose in life. I am sure that counseling would help but cannot even get motivated to seek it out.
Any other suicide survivors trying to cope and get on with life?