Greiving the loss of Mom
It's been 8 months and I have fallen back into the black abiss. I thought I was doing so well, then came Mother's Day and I fell back in that place where saddness has taken over. I miss my mom so very much that sometimes I feel like my heart is breaking and I will not survive! I can't seem to find a way back. I'm sitting here with the tears just pouring down my face. Is this normal? When does it get easier? Does it ever get easier? I feel so lost. There is no one in this world that I can talk to like I did with mom. Mom always heard, always understood, always gave the best adivce even when she gave not advice at all I always felt better after talking with mom. I'm so angry I just want her back. I hate that she is gone. Mommy I miss you, you left too soon.