4 months after my son was killed my mother dies of cancer.
I'm still in shock from loosing my son Brian,
I can't even grieve for my mom.
Brian was killed in a head on collision because an @$$hole was showing off his new car.
My mom was tested cancer free in June.
After Brian died she got so sick.
4 months later... She's gone.
My son's funeral was so messed up and disgraceful compared to Mom's
It just makes me sick.
Nobody talks about Brian ...EVER!!!
It's like it's better to pretend he never exsisted because it's too painful to lose an 18 yr old.
But they all talk about Mom.
It hurts so much that my sister's and friends won't even say his name.
I love my Mom and I miss her but I'm still in shock.
Brian died 11/22/08
Mom died 3/22/09