It has been three months ..
Since mom died and this coming weekend we are going to the cemetary to bury mom's urn. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I want to have the closure but I am afraid of what that 'closure' might bring. I am still having my bad days and I miss her terribly. So many things have happened in my life in the last three months that I have wanted to share with her and that I needed her for.
Most of the time, it just doesn't feel real - I just hope I am ready for the final good-bye.
Thanks for listening.