Missing my partner
My husband passed away on Feb.8th. The first month I must have been in shock because it didn't hurt like it does now - suddenly I am paralyzed with grief and unable to carry out the simplest of things. I just want to crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head until it doesn't hurt so much but I am raising a grandaughter and have to get up and go to work every day whether I feel like it or not.
I don't ever want to forget him and the wonderful times we had but I just don't want to have his memory color every moment of every day. I keep feeling this emptiness that I just can't fill.
I don't expect anyone to help - I guess I just needed to vent.