I miss my Dad so much.
My dad died about 2 weeks ago. He just turned 61. I feel so lost without him. He and I had a great relationship and I know that he knew I loved him so much. But this doesn't give much comfort right now. I'm suppose to try and go back to my "normal" life this week. I'm so scared I won't be able to do it. Break downs happen daily and little things do it. I just can't believe he won't be around when I graduate, to see me get married, or see his grandkids. People say it gets easier and this is one of the hardest parts...but doesn't seem like it