I'm 24 and on February 10th it will be 5years since my mother passed away and two weeks ago I lost my dad. I just got married in December and I just feel so overwhelmed, I will just be sitting there and it will hit me I'm so alone. I miss him so much. Why does life always have to be about losing the ones I love. How can I cope with this? How do I get rid of this feeling of being overwhelmed and alone?