Sudden Death of Husband
I recently suffered the loss of my husband on November 25th from a massive heart attack. He was 37 years old. We were married for 8 years and have 2 wonderful kids (7 and 5). Christmas and New Years was hard. I still suffer guilt. I'm not entirely sure how much time passed before my husband told me about his symptoms, but we at first had thought that it was indigestion. We ended up driving to the emergency room that was 1/2 hour away. He suffered cardiac arrest on the way there. There are so many "what ifs" that go through my mind and just gnaw at me. Even though the pathologist had said that 911 would not have helped him, I still think about all the "what ifs"...feeling that I could have done something to save him. I don't know how to get through this.