what do you do . . .
when you feel like you'll never be able to be a normal size person again? I look horrible in all my clothes! When I look at catalogs I see clothes I like, but I can't wear because they would look terrible on me. I am embarrassed at my children's events and to wear shorts out in the yard. I am the fattest woman on the block. Even the pregnant people are thinner than I am. I've just barely started to count calories (only 2 weeks now) and haven't lost anything this week. My goal was to lose 20# by June 16, I've only lost 2#-so I'm 3# behind schedule already. What do you do when you just want to cry?