Freaking Out after Signing Contract
Holy Cow... I'm freaking. Did anyone else feel absolutely paralyzed with fear after signing the contract with their builder? Holy SH*T!! This has been a two year battle of fighting the Department of Environmental Protection, the worst rainy season in history, and dealing with the architect and now that everything is finally lined up, I'm second guessing everything! Is the economy too bad to build? What if DH loses his job? What if one of us gets sick... what if... what if...what if...
I keep telling myself that you can't plan a life if you always assume the absolute worst scenario possible but yet it's all that is in my head.
Did anyone else feel freaked out?