OT...now that a week has passed
I had mentioned previously that the past week wasn't a good one. I came here regularly and tried to post often...I read somewhere that if you ACT normal, then sooner or later you start to feel that way.
I'm still waiting on that part however.
Last Sunday, my Dad's little dog had to be put to sleep. His abdomen suddenly swelled up and he was dying. I wasn't ready for this at all. I cried for two days, and miss him terribly. He's been part of my life for over 13 yrs.
So once again I am dealing with loss regarding my Dad. And an 'empty' room. Zorro loved that room and his chair to sleep on. I often sat in there with him and watched TV. Since he was use to it on most of the time with Dad, I turned it on first thing each morning and off at bedtime. Gave him noise and normalcy. Now its so blasted quiet when I walk down the hall, and I keep expecting to see him laying in his chair. (If it wasn't next to my bathroom, I wouldn't go near it right now.)
I haven't yet told my two friends who took me out for all the fun the week before. Just didn't want them to know I was back in the dumps again all this past week.
But its better now, and I can talk about it without crying.
Thanks for listening again. Tho you must get tired of me whining, I am sure tired of me. sigh.