It's so hard to go into her bedroom here...
When will these feelings end?! Every time I go into Mom's bedroom here to open the drapes, I feel like I get punched in the tummy! It's a lovely room...so comfortable...and now she's in a nursing home....omg...I just wish I could handle these things better. Same with her living-room here....it's just hard...I'm sure I'll feel better about them one day..but when?! Yes, intellectually she's in a better place, but it still hurts when I see her room and living-room.....Ah....just needed to pout for a while...thanks for listening...;-/